Capitulation Pt.3

Mia delivers herself, trembling; half exalted, half terrified—she knows not to whom, she knows not where; delivers herself to be violated.

A pretty young woman, in a pretty, skimpy dress — rather too skimpy for the time of year — no coat, a tiny bag and a little clutch purse, setting off for god knew where, to be raped and degraded. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 24 minutes

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Capitulation Pt.4

Mia finds that she has changed her mind. It just makes things worse.

You … you should rape, and degrade, and hurt me. Yes. I … I have ch … changed my mind. Honestly, I have. I … I don't want this. Any of this. Not any more. I … I don't know that I ever did. But … I … I'm not permitted to change my mind. So … so all I can do is … is ask you to change your mind. To let me go. Please? Let me go? [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 16 minutes

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Conscious Cunt J Post 1

J — it — exists to be fucked, used and abused. It knows this. It has accepted this.

The J that was— that grew up, was a little girl, a young woman, had friends, pets, ambitions, likes and dislikes, thoughtlessly took her inalienable human rights for granted— that J is heart-broken to realise that all of that is over. That she is ended. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 4 minutes

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Conscious Cunt J Post 2

Just another cunt. Just another hole a cock can spurt into, no different from several billion others in that respect.

But it seems .. important to make myself J do this. After all, that is the point of this blog. To make it ever harder for me J to leave this pathway. To make J's choice public. To have it define her. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 2 minutes

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Conscious Cunt J Post 3

I am trying. Just. it is … it is hard. Today, though, I'm going to start getting better.

TJ realises she hasn't said what this 'Conscious Cunt' thing really is. Because it sort of is a 'thing'— even though there is nothing official. He showed J it; asked if she would like to do it. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 4 minutes

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Conscious Cunt J Post 4

So, I said yes. And he said; 'As if there was ever any question but that you would…'

I know, this is hard. You'll always be failing, forever, now. You are a failure. You will never succeed. You'll never be a good, or even a half-competent piece of cunt. You'll get older, and it will be harder and harder to get cocks to fuck you. This is all that's left to you. You've failed at life. Because most of the time, you won't have a cock in you, won't be being fucked, won't be earning come. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 7 minutes

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Conscious Cunt J Post 5

J is gang-banged in the park, by strangers.

The idea that any of these strangers might soon be fucking her, that she would offer herself to any of these men for fucking seemed utterly impossible. She couldn't even imagine herself talking to them; suggesting it— let alone actually letting it happen. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 9 minutes

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