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You'll go to the Castle tonight. I won't be able to get there for a few days — you know my schedule. So you'll be well on the way to being broken when I see you next. I've told Anne-Marie to be fairly — aggressive — with you; push you rather hard and fast; more, I've asked them to be very rough — hurt you badly, damage you — psychologically as well as physically — be downright cruel, in fact — you'll understand why, I'm sure. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 17 minutes; 3500 words

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A pretty young woman, in a pretty, skimpy dress — rather too skimpy for the time of year — no coat, a tiny bag and a little clutch purse, setting off for god knew where, to be raped and degraded. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 24 minutes; 5100 words

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You … you should rape, and degrade, and hurt me. Yes. I … I have ch … changed my mind. Honestly, I have. I … I don't want this. Any of this. Not any more. I … I don't know that I ever did. But … I … I'm not permitted to change my mind. So … so all I can do is … is ask you to change your mind. To let me go. Please? Let me go? [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 16 minutes; 3300 words

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The J that was— that grew up, was a little girl, a young woman, had friends, pets, ambitions, likes and dislikes, thoughtlessly took her inalienable human rights for granted— that J is heart-broken to realise that all of that is over. That she is ended. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 4 minutes; 700 words

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But it seems .. important to make myself J do this. After all, that is the point of this blog. To make it ever harder for me J to leave this pathway. To make J's choice public. To have it define her. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 2 minutes; 300 words

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TJ realises she hasn't said what this 'Conscious Cunt' thing really is. Because it sort of is a 'thing'— even though there is nothing official. He showed J it; asked if she would like to do it. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 4 minutes; 900 words

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I know, this is hard. You'll always be failing, forever, now. You are a failure. You will never succeed. You'll never be a good, or even a half-competent piece of cunt. You'll get older, and it will be harder and harder to get cocks to fuck you. This is all that's left to you. You've failed at life. Because most of the time, you won't have a cock in you, won't be being fucked, won't be earning come. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 7 minutes; 1500 words

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The idea that any of these strangers might soon be fucking her, that she would offer herself to any of these men for fucking seemed utterly impossible. She couldn't even imagine herself talking to them; suggesting it— let alone actually letting it happen. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 9 minutes; 1800 words

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Estimated reading time: 9 minutes; 1800 words

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She is made to see that, even though she is still free, the fact of her impending slave status means that she must comply in any case, with the most shocking, degrading request. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 25 minutes; 5200 words

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