Conscious Cunt J Post 6

She freaked out

This post is in the CRUELTIES category. Don’t read it.


The fictional blog posts of a young woman who has accepted the suggestion of the man who uses her that she should record her journey as a ‘conscious cunt’โ€” a woman working intentionally to continuously deepen her servitude, and at the same time ruthlessly to repress her sense of self and agency over her body, in particular its use and abuse.

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Estimated reading time: 9 minutes; 1800 words

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Giving Myself Over, Part 3

Knowing that she cannot be forced, she finds herself asking to be enslaved. She gives herself over. She's done.

If some miracle didn’t happen in the next ten minutes, I was going to cease to exist as a person; become a piece of meat; permitted life, air, food, water, shelter for only as long as some man found it more entertaining to use me for sex than to kill me. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 22 minutes; 4600 words

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Giving Myself Over, Part 4

Suzy, a bystander, suddenly offers herself up, as a slave, and is cruelly manipulated.

We had all of us, all of us women, learned how to be slavegirls from the TV, it seemed. I saw, suddenly realised how utterly it had pervaded our culture, and I knew that I was more lost than everโ€” it was not just me, giving myself away, stupidly, so desperately stupidly, but that all my sisters, too, were lost. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 31 minutes; 6500 words

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Castle Garden Partyโ€” Q.

Around this time of year, The Castle holds its annual Garden Party. Girls are allowed pretty dresses, in return for doing things which compound their submission.

Q, an inmate of the Castle, is subjected to terrible cruelty by three other girls, all for the prize of pretty dresses to wear to the annual Castle Garden Party. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 17 minutes; 3500 words

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Slave of the Alphas, Pt 1 - Prisoner

How they got her, how they keep her, how they treat her, and what they want.

They had not tied her up, not locked the door, not told her where she was allowed to go, just put her in this bare room with its grotty en-suite, left the door open, and told the dog; ‘Hold!’. The dog would be relieved every few hours by another one - though they all looked alike to her. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 12 minutes; 2500 words

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Capitulation Pt.6

Mia is made to ask for something more, something awful.

She knew just what it was that Weinstein wanted from her, and it was appalling and tragic, but she spent almost no time feeling the awfulness of it; there was no time. Nothing else mattered in any case, not when set against the immediate threat of being subjected to the hot coals again, of losing her mind, losing herself forever. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 10 minutes; 2200 words

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