Perdita Pt.1 - The Aftermath

Her lover and his friends - strangers to her - have violated her. She can do nothing but lie, as they have left her, and endure.

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When, at last, it seemed that they had finished with me, they simply left me as I lay, a trembling, frightened, broken doll; naked, hurting and marked. Bruised, torn, stained and streaked with the drying traces of the uncountable violations, excesses and cruelties which had been enacted upon me; upon my body; upon my psyche. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 12 minutes; 2600 words

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Nadia will go to the Castle

Andrew has decided to reassign Nadia to a new category— with immediate affect.

Last updated: 10 Sep, 2022 - refinements to latter paragraphs.

You’ll go to the Castle tonight. I won’t be able to get there for a few days — you know my schedule. So you’ll be well on the way to being broken when I see you next. I’ve told Anne-Marie to be fairly — aggressive — with you; push you rather hard and fast; more, I’ve asked them to be very rough — hurt you badly, damage you — psychologically as well as physically — be downright cruel, in fact — you’ll understand why, I’m sure. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 17 minutes; 3500 words

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Perdita Pt.2 — the Dress

He takes Perdita shopping for a seductive dress.

Last updated: December 7th, 2024 - Added dress picture.

All I knew was that there would be three of them, and that he wanted to show me off—I want them to drool, he said. Would I make sure of that for him? [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 12 minutes; 2500 words

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Conscious Cunt J Post 1

J — it — exists to be fucked, used and abused. It knows this. It has accepted this.

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The J that was— that grew up, was a little girl, a young woman, had friends, pets, ambitions, likes and dislikes, thoughtlessly took her inalienable human rights for granted— that J is heart-broken to realise that all of that is over. That she is ended. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 4 minutes; 700 words

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Conscious Cunt J Post 2

Just another cunt. Just another hole a cock can spurt into, no different from several billion others in that respect.

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But it seems .. important to make myself J do this. After all, that is the point of this blog. To make it ever harder for me J to leave this pathway. To make J’s choice public. To have it define her. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 2 minutes; 300 words

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Conscious Cunt J Post 3

I am trying. Just. it is … it is hard. Today, though, I'm going to start getting better.

Last updated: January 13, 2023 - changed pictures for consistency.

TJ realises she hasn’t said what this ‘Conscious Cunt’ thing really is. Because it sort of is a ’thing’— even though there is nothing official. He showed J it; asked if she would like to do it. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 4 minutes; 900 words

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Conscious Cunt J Post 4

So, I said yes. And he said; 'As if there was ever any question but that you would…'

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I know, this is hard. You’ll always be failing, forever, now. You are a failure. You will never succeed. You’ll never be a good, or even a half-competent piece of cunt. You’ll get older, and it will be harder and harder to get cocks to fuck you. This is all that’s left to you. You’ve failed at life. Because most of the time, you won’t have a cock in you, won’t be being fucked, won’t be earning come. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 7 minutes; 1500 words

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Conscious Cunt J Post 5

J is gang-banged in the park, by strangers.

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The idea that any of these strangers might soon be fucking her, that she would offer herself to any of these men for fucking seemed utterly impossible. She couldn’t even imagine herself talking to them; suggesting it— let alone actually letting it happen. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 9 minutes; 1800 words

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Conscious Cunt J Post 6

She freaked out

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This post is in the CRUELTIES category. Don’t read it.

The fictional blog posts of a young woman who has accepted the suggestion of the man who uses her that she should record her journey as a ‘conscious cunt’— a woman working intentionally to continuously deepen her servitude, and at the same time ruthlessly to repress her sense of self and agency over her body, in particular its use and abuse.

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Estimated reading time: 9 minutes; 1800 words

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Giving Myself Over, Part 1

She finds it impossible to resist an outrageous and terrifying offer.

Last updated: January 29, 2023 - added psychological manipulation paragraphs and 'turned' footnote.

In a world were such things are legal and extreme, Cerys’ lover announces that their affair is over, but that she has a month to offer herself to him as a sex slave, if she wants to. It turns out that, although she desperately doesn’t want to, that she will. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 23 minutes; 4900 words

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