Perdita Pt.1 - The Aftermath

Her lover and his friends - strangers to her - have violated her. She can do nothing but lie, as they have left her, and endure.

When, at last, it seemed that they had finished with me, they simply left me as I lay, a trembling, frightened, broken doll; naked, hurting and marked. Bruised, torn, stained and streaked with the drying traces of the uncountable violations, excesses and cruelties which had been enacted upon me; upon my body; upon my psyche. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 12 minutes

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Perdita Pt.2 โ€” the Dress

He takes Perdita shopping for a seductive dress.

All I knew was that there would be three of them, and that he wanted to show me offโ€”I want them to drool, he said. Would I make sure of that for him? [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 12 minutes

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Conscious Cunt J Post 1

J โ€” it โ€” exists to be fucked, used and abused. It knows this. It has accepted this.

The J that wasโ€” that grew up, was a little girl, a young woman, had friends, pets, ambitions, likes and dislikes, thoughtlessly took her inalienable human rights for grantedโ€” that J is heart-broken to realise that all of that is over. That she is ended. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 4 minutes

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Conscious Cunt J Post 2

Just another cunt. Just another hole a cock can spurt into, no different from several billion others in that respect.

But it seems .. important to make myself J do this. After all, that is the point of this blog. To make it ever harder for me J to leave this pathway. To make J's choice public. To have it define her. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 2 minutes

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Conscious Cunt J Post 3

I am trying. Just. it is โ€ฆ it is hard. Today, though, I'm going to start getting better.

TJ realises she hasn't said what this 'Conscious Cunt' thing really is. Because it sort of is a 'thing'โ€” even though there is nothing official. He showed J it; asked if she would like to do it. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 4 minutes

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Conscious Cunt J Post 4

So, I said yes. And he said; 'As if there was ever any question but that you wouldโ€ฆ'

I know, this is hard. You'll always be failing, forever, now. You are a failure. You will never succeed. You'll never be a good, or even a half-competent piece of cunt. You'll get older, and it will be harder and harder to get cocks to fuck you. This is all that's left to you. You've failed at life. Because most of the time, you won't have a cock in you, won't be being fucked, won't be earning come. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 7 minutes

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Conscious Cunt J Post 5

J is gang-banged in the park, by strangers.

The idea that any of these strangers might soon be fucking her, that she would offer herself to any of these men for fucking seemed utterly impossible. She couldn't even imagine herself talking to them; suggesting itโ€” let alone actually letting it happen. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 9 minutes

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Giving Myself Over, Part 1

She finds it impossible to resist an outrageous and terrifying offer.

In a world were such things are legal and extreme, Cerys' lover announces that their affair is over, but that she has a month to offer herself to him as a sex slave, if she wants to. It turns out that, although she desperately doesn't want to, that she will. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 23 minutes

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Giving Myself Over, Part 2

Still a free woman, she begs to be fucked by dogs, in the street.

She is made to see that, even though she is still free, the fact of her impending slave status means that she must comply in any case, with the most shocking, degrading request. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 25 minutes

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