Conscious Cunt J Post 1

J โ€” it โ€” exists to be fucked, used and abused. It knows this. It has accepted this.

The J that wasโ€” that grew up, was a little girl, a young woman, had friends, pets, ambitions, likes and dislikes, thoughtlessly took her inalienable human rights for grantedโ€” that J is heart-broken to realise that all of that is over. That she is ended. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 4 minutes; 700 words

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Conscious Cunt J Post 2

Just another cunt. Just another hole a cock can spurt into, no different from several billion others in that respect.

But it seems .. important to make myself J do this. After all, that is the point of this blog. To make it ever harder for me J to leave this pathway. To make J's choice public. To have it define her. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 2 minutes; 300 words

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Conscious Cunt J Post 3

I am trying. Just. it is โ€ฆ it is hard. Today, though, I'm going to start getting better.

TJ realises she hasn't said what this 'Conscious Cunt' thing really is. Because it sort of is a 'thing'โ€” even though there is nothing official. He showed J it; asked if she would like to do it. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 4 minutes; 900 words

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Conscious Cunt J Post 4

So, I said yes. And he said; 'As if there was ever any question but that you wouldโ€ฆ'

I know, this is hard. You'll always be failing, forever, now. You are a failure. You will never succeed. You'll never be a good, or even a half-competent piece of cunt. You'll get older, and it will be harder and harder to get cocks to fuck you. This is all that's left to you. You've failed at life. Because most of the time, you won't have a cock in you, won't be being fucked, won't be earning come. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 7 minutes; 1500 words

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Conscious Cunt J Post 5

J is gang-banged in the park, by strangers.

The idea that any of these strangers might soon be fucking her, that she would offer herself to any of these men for fucking seemed utterly impossible. She couldn't even imagine herself talking to them; suggesting itโ€” let alone actually letting it happen. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 9 minutes; 1800 words

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Birth of The Appโ€” Episode 1.

A deeply unpleasant man.

He believes he has won, and won big, and that his victory will allow him to take down a young woman, without comeback. He is uncaring about the hurt he intends to enjoy. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 6 minutes; 1100 words

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Yolanda Pt.1

Yolanda struggles with her inner nothingness, and takes a chance on a self-help course.

Yolanda is 22, quite pretty, quite clever, personable, quite well read and educated, likes nice things. A very normal seeming girl. But she's no-one. No-one, to herself, that is. A nothing. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 16 minutes; 3300 words

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Yolanda Pt.2

The follow-up event is by turns unsettling, reassuring, uplifting, and shocking.

You'll have noticed that you are a relatively young groupโ€” all talented, capable and interesting people, only recently started out in life. The mentors are generally a little older, well resourced, established. The purpose of these carefully selected gatherings is to introduce you to people who are willing and able to help you progress. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 11 minutes; 2300 words

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Yolanda Pt.3

Yolanda's reverie

It is a continual astonishment to her to experience just how immediately, how directly the knowledge of her extreme vulnerability to Gerald's caprice makes every moment of her existence special. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 8 minutes; 1700 words

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