Estimated reading time: 12 minutes; 2600 words
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When, at last, it seemed that they had finished with me, they simply left me as I lay, a trembling, frightened, broken doll; naked, hurting and marked. Bruised, torn, stained and streaked with the drying traces of the uncountable violations, excesses and cruelties which had been enacted upon me; upon my body; upon my psyche.
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Nadia will go to the Castle
Andrew has decided to reassign Nadia to a new categoryโ with immediate affect.
You'll go to the Castle tonight. I won't be able to get there for a few days โ you know my schedule. So you'll be well on the way to being broken when I see you next. I've told Anne-Marie to be fairly โ aggressive โ with you; push you rather hard and fast; more, I've asked them to be very rough โ hurt you badly, damage you โ psychologically as well as physically โ be downright cruel, in fact โ you'll understand why, I'm sure.
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Estimated reading time: 17 minutes; 3500 words
[Read More]No Messing, Pt1
The brothers T and N, Chantal's employers, have decided to initiate herโฆ
Another long silence. I was getting so uncomfortable, and still they just watched me, calm as you like. My mind, despite my best efforts, began to run on sexual lines; I became acutely aware of my breasts, my legs, my mouth. It was a power thing they were doing to meโa young woman, alone with her two rich bosses, in their territory, after hours. My skin began to tingle, to tremble.
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Estimated reading time: 12 minutes; 2500 words
[Read More]No Messing, Pt2
T. and N., Chantal's employers, go even further.
It is hard to kiss a man who is groping you, whom you urgently wish will keep kissing you in case he does something more dreadful โ so hard โ because if you don't kiss him well, he may hurt you, and when you kiss him well, your body reacts as it is used to doing, and you feel your pussy surging for him, feel your thighs spreading, feel yourself moving to give him your breasts, and you shake, and cry, and then force yourself to kiss him even more carefully, even more seductively, in case the shaking and crying makes him angryโฆ
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Estimated reading time: 15 minutes; 3200 words
[Read More]Perdita Pt.2 โ the Dress
He takes Perdita shopping for a seductive dress.
All I knew was that there would be three of them, and that he wanted to show me offโI want them to drool, he said. Would I make sure of that for him?
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Estimated reading time: 12 minutes; 2500 words
[Read More]Capitulation Pt.3
Mia delivers herself, trembling; half exalted, half terrifiedโshe knows not to whom, she knows not where; delivers herself to be violated.
A pretty young woman, in a pretty, skimpy dress โ rather too skimpy for the time of year โ no coat, a tiny bag and a little clutch purse, setting off for god knew where, to be raped and degraded.
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Estimated reading time: 24 minutes; 5100 words
[Read More]Capitulation Pt.4
Mia finds that she has changed her mind. It just makes things worse.
You โฆ you should rape, and degrade, and hurt me. Yes. I โฆ I have ch โฆ changed my mind. Honestly, I have. I โฆ I don't want this. Any of this. Not any more. I โฆ I don't know that I ever did. But โฆ I โฆ I'm not permitted to change my mind. So โฆ so all I can do is โฆ is ask you to change your mind. To let me go. Please? Let me go?
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Estimated reading time: 16 minutes; 3300 words
[Read More]Conscious Cunt J Post 1
J โ it โ exists to be fucked, used and abused. It knows this. It has accepted this.
The J that wasโ that grew up, was a little girl, a young woman, had friends, pets, ambitions, likes and dislikes, thoughtlessly took her inalienable human rights for grantedโ that J is heart-broken to realise that all of that is over. That she is ended.
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Estimated reading time: 4 minutes; 700 words
[Read More]Conscious Cunt J Post 2
Just another cunt. Just another hole a cock can spurt into, no different from several billion others in that respect.
But it seems .. important to make myself J do this. After all, that is the point of this blog. To make it ever harder for me J to leave this pathway. To make J's choice public. To have it define her.
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Estimated reading time: 2 minutes; 300 words
[Read More]Conscious Cunt J Post 3
I am trying. Just. it is โฆ it is hard. Today, though, I'm going to start getting better.
TJ realises she hasn't said what this 'Conscious Cunt' thing really is. Because it sort of is a 'thing'โ even though there is nothing official. He showed J it; asked if she would like to do it.
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Estimated reading time: 4 minutes; 900 words
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