The Story of S Pt1.

Essy, a positive, no nonsense career girl, meets a man who sets out to convince her to enslave herself to him.

He grins at her on the tube, looks at her very directly, then gets off; fascinated, she follows, and discovers him to be charming company. When he has to leave, she finds she doesn't want him to.. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 24 minutes

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The Story of S Pt2.

With casual confidence and shocking speed, Mark moves her on.

Having obtained her consent, Mark takes her far beyond anything she could have imagined; she is shocked to discover herself unable to protest, and allows herself to be whored to his business associates, in the most degrading way [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 24 minutes

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The Story of S Pt3.

Mark occupies her state of shocked numbness, consolidating and naturalising his position in Essy's psyche.

Ravaged, abandoned like an item of furniture, Essy's jumbled and shocked mind is ruthlessly exploited and managed by Mark as he alternately seduces and enforces Essy into accepting what has been done to her, and what this means for her. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 27 minutes

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The Story of S Pt4.

Without seeming effort, Mark has Essy give herself to him. She knows it's crazy, but it's the only thing that can make sense of her trauma.

Driven by the aftermath of trauma, trauma that can only be made sense of by Essy in a world with Mark in it, Essy is emotionally smashed, again and again, like a wave against the harsh cliff face which Mark presents to her, and is tamed. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 25 minutes

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The Story of S Pt5.

Mark is in her apartment, casually ordaining her life. She cannot help but experience this as deeply lovely, even though she is profoundly unsettled. And then he tells her she is to remain naked at all times…

She desperately, desperately, needed to be more than just a victim. Even … even if she was, very obviously, a victim, it was important to her that she wasn't just a casual victim— that there was something special about her, something which continued to matter to him, something which had … what? [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 25 minutes

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The Story of S Pt6.

Waking, she realises Mark has returned; the need to make it obvious to him just how deeply she is in his thrall is too humiliating, and she is frozen, only to be saved by his taking control; the perverse honeymoon continues…

It was better in so many ways, even with the foreknowledge of being hurt and shamed. Because he would be there, and everything would be him; she would not have to be herself. Or, was it that she could be herself, her real self, only if she had the excuse of being his, only if she was controlled by him? [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 27 minutes

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The Story of S Pt7.

He cooks, his back to her while she displays herself; the insanity of her situation forces itself into her fevered mind, but the resolution is not a return to common sense. Not at all.

Submitting to him was the source of the lovely. Some new submission, some new defeat, some previously unconsidered part of her broken to his will, lost to her, forever indefensible, undeniable to him; an actual diminishment in what it was possible for her to hope for in the future; a narrowing, a lessening of what it could possibly mean to be Essy. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 21 minutes

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The Story of S Pt8.

Without him doing much at all, his dominion over her is powerfully emphasised and intensified. Of her own free will, against all reason, knowing it is insane, she invites him, in specific terms, to feel free to beat her, however and whenever he sees fit.

The real question; the thing she must urgently address, was how, without speaking, how, when she certainly could not bear the thought of having her breasts thrashed, not ever again in this life, the question was still there— how could she make him understand that he must do this to her; how could she ask him to thrash her poor breasts? [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 22 minutes

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The Story of S Pt9.

No letup in the psychological manipulations— Mark takes S a further step down.

However intense the engineering of her consent to beatings had been, Mark has more work to do on her. She is to learn about her new and distressing relationship with her own orgasms, designed to consolidate her commitment to her diminished and degraded meaning as a masturbation aid, her primary and defining function being to provide excellent orgasms for him. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 19 minutes

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The Story of S Pt10.

His game is played, and Essy is indeed utterly undone by the terrible orgasm which overwhelms her.

This is hard for you, I know. Of course, it is meant to be; but still, you are suffering, allowing me to damage you; do not imagine that I do not understand how you are working for me, and how much it is costing you. It may help to know that I am enjoying you immensely; that you are responding very gratifyingly. I am having to control myself, too; I am strongly tempted to forget the orgasm and rape you right now; you are so delightfully vulnerable and ready for it. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 22 minutes

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