The Story of S Pt11.

Mark has Essy give him her despair, undermining her completely, and then introduces her to a book…

Last updated: July 13, 2025 - 2 'sofa' pictures improved versions.

He held her, then, curled on his lap, and said to her; ‘Cry. Cry now. I want to hear your pain and shame, your fear and despair.’ [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 20 minutes; 4200 words

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The Story of S Pt12.

She begs him not to be merciful, he tells her something appalling.

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It was terribly hard, but she did not lose control; kept her head up, her eyes down, looking at his shoes the whole time, with a strong and powerfully affecting feeling that he was staring at her opened sex, sure that she was ugly down there, her labia so puffy from the multiple abuses of the day, the vulnerability of her position eating into her, the horror of all this being her reality, now, forever; the astonishing neediness in her for it all to be true, the sucking vortex of neediness in her; trembling, shaking with it all. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 16 minutes; 3400 words

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The Story of S Pt13.

Mark imposes a terrible warning.

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It took forever; time stood still; she wailed, broken, lost, ruined, the whole time, not even in direct response to what was being done to her; that violence, that pain, that shame was only the surface of what he was doing to her, which was taking everything, degrading everything, removing everything from her; utterly devastating. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 7 minutes; 1300 words

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The Story of S Pt14.

She exists through a period of dissociation, only brought back to life by a promise of despair.

Last updated: August 2nd, 2025 - added 1300 words and a picture - Essy reading 'Story of O'.

She was over. She was sure of it, certain of it until, the day after that first meeting with Francesca, when she had realised that— far from being over— she had been in a cocoon. That the days after Mark had left her, when she had felt so detached, she had been changing. Changing inside— like a caterpillar which had disappeared, gone into a shell, collapsed into mush, and been reborn as something else. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 17 minutes; 3600 words

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The Story of S Pt15.

Francesca initiates Essy with an astonishing and devastating series of abuses.

Last updated: May 25, 2025 - Tweaked the ending to lead into the next episode.

It would be hard; she would be degraded and abused, frightened and shamed, but it would be a life of strong colour and vivid contrasts, and she would never have to worry about what to do next. It would not be her responsibility. It was appalling how eager she was for it all. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 20 minutes; 4100 words

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The Story of S Pt16.

Essy faces despair; she and Luly contemplate the terrors of submission to cruel sadism. The inevitability of terrible suffering. Then they walk towards it.

Last updated: July 18th, 2025 - I seem to have added another few hundred words - when they first meet..

It’s impossible, isn’t it? To know that they’ll have the power of life and death over us; pain and joy, terror and peace, and that they will use that power to destroy us, in service of their horrid sadistic perversions. To know that we’re going to ask them to be merciless as we surrender to them. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 25 minutes; 5300 words

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The Story of S Pt17.

Essy is made to present herself to Paul (aka 'The Mechanic'), another member of the Cabal. He is especially unnerving.

Last updated: July 24th, 2025 - Another 500 words! I keep finding places where this can be more sweetly painful for Essy..

Essy’s belly is turning over itself with fear as she arranges herself for him, in a pose deliberately set by Madam to make her own weakness and vulnerability unmissable, striving to maximise her signal that she too is a girl who can be damaged, brutalised, doomed; possessed by the horrible thought that she must try to inflame him so that he will do something terrible to her, too. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 25 minutes; 5200 words

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The Story of S Pt18.

Paul takes Essy through the cool, formalistic Voluntary Commitments, taking special care to have her understand that she is the only one who will be controlled by them, not her abusers. Especially not himself.

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The … first part is the commitment itself— what … what can be done to me; what I commit to do, or allow to be done to me. The second part is the boundary— when and where the commitments are to be honoured, how far they can go. The third part is the … the enforcement commitment, where I say what is OK to be done to me to coerce me to meet my commitments. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 20 minutes; 4100 words

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