The Story of Odile Pt5.

A great deal can happen, between a limousine, and the entrance to a dining hall.

“She would be Andrew's whore. She would accept it. In return for that fleeting, paradoxical feeling of safety, which, after all, was in some mad way connected with being treated like a whore; she would let Andrew have her.” [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 37 minutes

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The Story of Odile Pt6.

Andrew tells her what he means by 'hurt'.

“I am happy, too, to see that I have made good on my promise of earlier— to see that I have, now, truly hurt you. Yes, I imagine that your tight little ass will be sore, but that will heal— it is not my meaning.” [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 37 minutes

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The Story of Odile Pt7.

He is casually, cruelly, smilingly relentless; she learns to crush herself.

Everything Andrew had said to her about diminishment, about undermining her own worth in her own eyes— all of that, which had been hard enough to hear, to think about, to accept as an idea, now crashed in on her as reality. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 15 minutes

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The Story of Odile Pt8.

Andrew tells her he will have Maya. Odile has no choice but to accept. Andrew overcomes his doubts. Odile is shocked to find herself cruel.

In her mood, at that moment, this simple little speech seemed unbearable; heart-rending— this casual anouncement that he would choose to use another girl for sex when she was there in front of him, so desperately, urgently available, offering herself so carefully, so completely; terribly needy as she was for the transcendence of sex with him [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 20 minutes

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The Story of Odile Pt9.

Dismissed, disposed of, made to kneel, Odile goes through trauma, and defeats herself.

All these tumultuous, enormous feelings! All this thinking about sexual violence and degradation, mental and physical cruelty, pain and humiliation— not as abstractions, as she wrote about them in relation to the art she studied, the often strange perversions of the artists whose lives she knew so much about— but as things she knew were to be inflicted upon her; not as a singular event, either; promised her as an intensifying process, explicitly intended to diminish her as a human being! [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 25 minutes

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The Story of Odile Pt10.

Andrew humbles and belittles her as she kneels. She is taken beyond herself; alternately ecstatic and overwhelmed.

She was degrading herself, humiliating herself, she knew. And she pushed herself to it, transfixed by her own willingness, her own neediness to give him everything she could possibly give. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 23 minutes

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The Story of Odile Pt11.

At home, everything she had imagined about herself and her life rendered meaningless in a few hours, the implications of what she has chosen will not let her sleep.

Alone, during the quiet and empty hours of the night, Odile faces up to what it will mean for her to be with Andrew. It tears her apart. And she lets it. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 13 minutes

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The Story of Odile Pt12.

Claude punishes her, to devastating effect…

Delivered home, Claude imposes a shocking punishment onto a compliant Odile; alternately smacking, then toying with her sex, increasing the intensity of both. She has to orgasm to end it. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 33 minutes

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The Story of Odile Pt13.

Odile does something terrible to herself. Something glorious, something that will change her forever.

Unable to sleep, Odile makes herself think about where Andrew is taking her, faces up to the idea of being destroyed, of losing herself in Him, for no greater purpose than His passing entertainment. Unable to process, she seeks distraction through debasement. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 21 minutes

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The Story of S Pt1.

Essy, a positive, no nonsense career girl, meets a man who sets out to convince her to enslave herself to him.

He grins at her on the tube, looks at her very directly, then gets off; fascinated, she follows, and discovers him to be charming company. When he has to leave, she finds she doesn't want him to.. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 24 minutes

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