Slipsliding into porn

A punk girl finds herself becoming a porn actress, without really meaning to. A BDSM Erotica story.

Posted on February 3, 2021

Last updated: March 17, 2024 - picture added.

I never meant to become a porn actress, but there's no way out, now. Well there probably is, but it doesn't seem likely that I could organise it. It's not that I like the life - and having been typecast as 'the punky slut who gets more-or-less raped every time' makes for a constant rollercoaster of emotions. But at the same time, TJ, arrogant manipulative bastard though he is, knows how to look after the 'talent', in his way, and somehow I can never see a way out, either... [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 45 minutes; 9400 words

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TAGS: #scenario-suborned  #Harshness:-3-🌶🌶🌶 

Moving Her On Pt2—Later that Morning

The next day, the impact on her psyche is ruthlessly reinforced.

Posted on April 1, 2021

Last updated: April 15, 2021

Now here she is—possessed indeed by him, folded into his life so deeply that she cannot even imagine trying to leave. Having discovered through shocking, shameful violation just what he wants from his possession of her, how absolute, how heartless that possession will be, that no matter whether she has been betrayed, tricked, abused (as no doubt her friends would describe the situation—and in truth, how she would describe the same circumstances applied to any of them), she has been changed, deeply reconfigured, that he has indeed successfully 'moved her on'. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 42 minutes; 8900 words

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TAGS: #MovingOn  #slavegirl  #scenario-suborned  #Harshness:-5-🌶🌶🌶🌶🌶 

Moving Her On Pt3—After the Outrage

Ruined, degraded, she is offered the chance to leave—will she take it?

Posted on April 6, 2021

Last updated: May 17, 2021 - Added 'huddled' picture.

That's enough, girly. Stop. Don't make this something it isn't. Yes—crazy shit has been done to you; yes, it's been cruel, degrading and abusive; yes, it's far, far beyond acceptable. But think; everything that has happened has happened because you went along with it. Wild though it got, you knew what you were letting yourself in for. He told you in advance. Nothing more will happen to you if you don't want it to. Think about it—did you ever say 'stop'? Say 'No—I don't want this'? [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 32 minutes; 6800 words

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TAGS: #MovingOn  #slavegirl  #scenario-suborned  #Harshness:-3-🌶🌶🌶 

Moving Her On Pt4 - The next Evening

Beginning to understand just what her 'moved on' status means. Just beginning...

Posted on April 8, 2021

Last updated: july 30, 2021 - Minor edits.

Chloe, lovely Chloe; you know this won't do. Boyfriends are supposed to be tolerant of emotional outbursts, to take an interest, to wonder if they've done anything wrong, to play the emotional game. But you know - you know that you know, that we're beyond all that, now. Your emotions no longer matter - unless I want to see you emotional for my own pleasure - times when I may wish to see sorrow, humiliation or pain in your eyes. At all other times, you are to thoroughly and consistently suppress all emotional expression - what is expected of you is a smooth and vague expression of pleasant willingness. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 32 minutes; 6700 words

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TAGS: #MovingOn  #slavegirl  #scenario-suborned  #Harshness:-2-🌶🌶 

Moving Her On Pt5—The Evening gets Darker

She begins to learn to accept—even though she knows it's a one-way ticket down.

Posted on April 11, 2021

Last updated: July 30, 2021 - Minor edits.

And now, she finds she does want to cry. Because acceptance doesn't solve anything—just makes it easier to manage. Acceptance of one thing is not going to mean that it's over. In fact, it's obvious that acceptance will just encourage more demands. Acceptance is not going to free her—but deliver her even more fully. And the knowledge—certain in her now—that she is going to accept those demands—encouraging more—and more extreme demands—which she is also going to accept, if she can—that knowledge is, certainly, a cause for tears—because they will eat her up—in the end, there will be nothing left of her but acceptance. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 33 minutes; 7100 words

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TAGS: #MovingOn  #slavegirl  #scenario-suborned  #Harshness:-3-🌶🌶🌶 

Moving Her On Pt6—Apotheosis

The events of the 24 hours since she offered herself as a whore come to a crescendo. A harsh BDSM story.

Posted on April 12, 2021

Last updated: July 30, 2021 - Minor edits.

… fearful it is to fall into the hands of a living God. Hebrews 10:31 [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 11 minutes; 2200 words

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TAGS: #MovingOn  #slavegirl  #scenario-suborned  #Harshness:-3-🌶🌶🌶 

Timmy Pt.3

The first two hours of her new life; a destabilising assault on her sense of self…

Posted on June 6, 2021

Last updated: September 24, 2023 - added another Timmy in the snow picture, hid pictures with drop-downs; minor edits.

The worst thing about it was that I was so frightened. Not 'run away' frightened, but 'can I survive this?' frightened. This was it. Nothing now lay between me and the uncompromising focused willpower of this greedy powerhouse of a man—a man I had somehow given myself over to on the basis of a few days contact and some extraordinarily abusive sex. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 37 minutes; 7800 words

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TAGS: #timmy  #Karsh  #slavegirl  #scenario-suborned  #Harshness:-4-🌶🌶🌶🌶 

Moving Her On Pt7—First night as rape dolly.

She tries to come to terms with her newly degraded condition. A BDSM Erotica story.

Posted on June 9, 2021

Last updated: August 23, 2021 - Added two pictures.

I haven't just lost the best man I ever thought I had a chance with, he's turned me into a degraded, beaten whore, and I've accepted my new status almost without a struggle. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 16 minutes; 3400 words

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TAGS: #MovingOn  #slavegirl  #scenario-suborned  #Harshness:-2-🌶🌶 

Candyfloss Pt 2

Having delivered herself to Sir Oliver, she is overwhelmed by the iron harshness of his requirements.

Posted on June 17, 2021

Last updated: August 16, 2021 - picture added --- Candyfloss kneeling.

'You're the whore—Jason's whore?' It's like a slap in the face. At the same time, it is perfect. Something in me responds. He's the man. He knows me, knows how to do me. He's going to have me; I'm going to give myself to him; I'm going to be lost in him; I'm going to die, I'm going to live for him. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 35 minutes; 7400 words

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TAGS: #Candyfloss  #scenario-suborned  #Harshness:-3-🌶🌶🌶 

Timmy Pt.4

The psychological and physical rollercoaster continues

Posted on July 1, 2021

Last updated: May 24, 2022 - minor edits,refinements.

Karsh tells her how it will be; 'You must understand that you are completely irrelevant to anything important—a fanciful entertainment, nothing more. The moment you cease to be entertaining, you will be disposed of. If you wish to be kept, commit yourself to my satisfaction, with your whole being. I am relentlessly greedy. There will be no room for anything else but dedication to my pleasure in your existence. Go over this advice in your head, commit it to memory; repeat it to yourself, for I will not rehearse or explain it for you. Let it become your creed; live by it.' [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 43 minutes; 9100 words

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TAGS: #timmy  #Karsh  #slavegirl  #scenario-suborned  #Harshness:-4-🌶🌶🌶🌶