Estimated reading time: 37 minutes; 7800 words
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All the other girls had told her — Anne-Marie had told her; it was obvious, anyway — that it was a terrible idea. And yet she had done it. Selene had let herself fall in love with a Member. And now he wanted her to beg to be granted 'Permanently Downgraded' status. Whatever that meant, it didn't sound good.
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Castle Story — She asked for it Pt4
Beaten, humiliated, used, she is left, naked, chained to The Castle gate in the dark.
She has no choice, now. None. She will be humiliated, she will be beaten, she will be raped, and she will have no choices at all, except for the small matter of just how beautifully she accepts it, how desirable she can be as she is ruined. A hard, insane bargain, but somehow worth it, in order to become free. Free from doubt. Free from choice. Free from responsibility. Free from trying to mean something.
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Estimated reading time: 47 minutes; 9900 words
[Read More]Liana at The Castle Pt.4
Anne-Marie extends and cements her dominion. Despite her fears, her shame, her sadness, Liana finds herself more than willing to be subjugated.
For Liana, every part of the day was both delightful, and squirmingly uncomfortable, as Anne-Marie entertained herself, relaxed and confident as she manipulated and teased; brought the girl’s mood up, then rubbed her nose in the dirt, again and again, while Liana went along with it all in a spirit of urgent, helpless sweetness, even as each successive episode layered on more shame, more hard truths about herself, more disturbing, shaming memories for her to carry with her for the rest of her days.
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Estimated reading time: 35 minutes; 7400 words
[Read More]The Story of Odile Pt3.
Odile dreams of a ravishment by a monster, then allows herself to be prepared for his pleasure, as if in a dream.
He wanted to fuck her again, and perhaps hurt her, and she was therefore to make herself desirable for fucking—and for hurting, too; dressed only in the slip and high heels he had ordained.
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Estimated reading time: 21 minutes; 4500 words
[Read More]The Story of Odile Pt4.
The evening begins, and Odile finds herself subject to a rollercoaster of exploited vulnerabilities.
“Very well. Everything it is. I will expect nothing less. I will take what you cannot give, enforce what you cannot perform. That card is your only release. Use it when you need to. I will not remind you again.”
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Estimated reading time: 54 minutes; 11400 words
[Read More]The Story of Odile Pt5.
A great deal can happen, between a limousine, and the entrance to a dining hall.
“She would be Andrew's whore. She would accept it. In return for that fleeting, paradoxical feeling of safety, which, after all, was in some mad way connected with being treated like a whore; she would let Andrew have her.”
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Estimated reading time: 37 minutes; 7800 words
[Read More]The Story of Odile Pt6.
Andrew tells her what he means by 'hurt'.
“I am happy, too, to see that I have made good on my promise of earlier— to see that I have, now, truly hurt you. Yes, I imagine that your tight little ass will be sore, but that will heal— it is not my meaning.”
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Estimated reading time: 37 minutes; 7800 words
[Read More]The Story of Odile Pt7.
He is casually, cruelly, smilingly relentless; she learns to crush herself.
Everything Andrew had said to her about diminishment, about undermining her own worth in her own eyes— all of that, which had been hard enough to hear, to think about, to accept as an idea, now crashed in on her as reality.
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Estimated reading time: 15 minutes; 3000 words
[Read More]The Story of Odile Pt8.
Andrew tells her he will have Maya. Odile has no choice but to accept. Andrew overcomes his doubts. Odile is shocked to find herself cruel.
In her mood, at that moment, this simple little speech seemed unbearable; heart-rending— this casual anouncement that he would choose to use another girl for sex when she was there in front of him, so desperately, urgently available, offering herself so carefully, so completely; terribly needy as she was for the transcendence of sex with him
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Estimated reading time: 20 minutes; 4100 words
[Read More]The Story of Odile Pt9.
Dismissed, disposed of, made to kneel, Odile goes through trauma, and defeats herself.
All these tumultuous, enormous feelings! All this thinking about sexual violence and degradation, mental and physical cruelty, pain and humiliation— not as abstractions, as she wrote about them in relation to the art she studied, the often strange perversions of the artists whose lives she knew so much about— but as things she knew were to be inflicted upon her; not as a singular event, either; promised her as an intensifying process, explicitly intended to diminish her as a human being!
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Estimated reading time: 25 minutes; 5200 words
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