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Capitulation Pt.4

Mia finds that she has changed her mind. It just makes things worse.

Last updated: October 25th, 2022 - picture added.

You … you should rape, and degrade, and hurt me. Yes. I … I have ch … changed my mind. Honestly, I have. I … I don’t want this. Any of this. Not any more. I … I don’t know that I ever did. But … I … I’m not permitted to change my mind. So … so all I can do is … is ask you to change your mind. To let me go. Please? Let me go? [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 16 minutes; 3300 words.

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Nadia will go to the Castle

Andrew has decided to reassign Nadia to a new category— with immediate affect.

Last updated: 10 Sep, 2022 - refinements to latter paragraphs.

You’ll go to the Castle tonight. I won’t be able to get there for a few days — you know my schedule. So you’ll be well on the way to being broken when I see you next. I’ve told Anne-Marie to be fairly — aggressive — with you; push you rather hard and fast; more, I’ve asked them to be very rough — hurt you badly, damage you — psychologically as well as physically — be downright cruel, in fact — you’ll understand why, I’m sure. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 17 minutes; 3500 words.

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No Messing, Pt2

T. and N., Chantal's employers, go even further.

Last updated: Sep 11, 2022 - sorted tenses throughout.

It is hard to kiss a man who is groping you, whom you urgently wish will keep kissing you in case he does something more dreadful — so hard — because if you don’t kiss him well, he may hurt you, and when you kiss him well, your body reacts as it is used to doing, and you feel your pussy surging for him, feel your thighs spreading, feel yourself moving to give him your breasts, and you shake, and cry, and then force yourself to kiss him even more carefully, even more seductively, in case the shaking and crying makes him angry… [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 15 minutes; 3200 words.

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Giving Myself Over, Part 4

Suzy, a bystander, suddenly offers herself up, as a slave, and is cruelly manipulated.

Last updated: February 21, 2023 - 700 words more towards the end.

We had all of us, all of us women, learned how to be slavegirls from the TV, it seemed. I saw, suddenly realised how utterly it had pervaded our culture, and I knew that I was more lost than ever— it was not just me, giving myself away, stupidly, so desperately stupidly, but that all my sisters, too, were lost. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 31 minutes; 6500 words.

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Giving Myself Over, Part 1

She finds it impossible to resist an outrageous and terrifying offer.

Last updated: January 29, 2023 - added psychological manipulation paragraphs and 'turned' footnote.

In a world were such things are legal and extreme, Cerys’ lover announces that their affair is over, but that she has a month to offer herself to him as a sex slave, if she wants to. It turns out that, although she desperately doesn’t want to, that she will. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 23 minutes; 4900 words.

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Giving Myself Over, Part 3

Knowing that she cannot be forced, she finds herself asking to be enslaved. She gives herself over. She's done.

Last updated: February 14, 2023 - general refinements.

If some miracle didn’t happen in the next ten minutes, I was going to cease to exist as a person; become a piece of meat; permitted life, air, food, water, shelter for only as long as some man found it more entertaining to use me for sex than to kill me. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 22 minutes; 4600 words.

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Capitulation Pt.5

Mia is dirtied, hosed … and burned.

Last updated: December 29, 2024 - refined and added to the water section.

Harshness 6 - quite extreme: Mia is trussed, the coloured paintball marks counted to determine who will rape her first, and how, before she is pissed on, thrown into a foul pond, hosed with freezing water, and finally terrified with hot coals. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 18 minutes; 3900 words.

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Conscious Cunt J Post 6

She freaked out

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This post is in the CRUELTIES category. Don’t read it.

The fictional blog posts of a young woman who has accepted the suggestion of the man who uses her that she should record her journey as a ‘conscious cunt’— a woman working intentionally to continuously deepen her servitude, and at the same time ruthlessly to repress her sense of self and agency over her body, in particular its use and abuse.

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Estimated reading time: 9 minutes; 1800 words.

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