Story of S early Sketch

S wonders what she can do for her overwhelming older lover. She's about to find out..

After a languorous afternoon spent on the terrace of a very pretty country hotel he’d taken her to, Sophia had asked him, over dinner, what she might be able to do for him. ‘You do everything! Pay for everything, think of everything, plan everything, say all the funny things, read all the interesting books, choose what things we go to. And .. And I’m grateful. I .. I’m .. happy with it that way, but .. but.. I don’t know - there .. there must be something I can do for you!’ [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 11 minutes; 2300 words

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Story of S early Sketch Pt 2

S and D explore their interpretations of the Story of O.

‘Well … it … it seems to have a theme about love and submission … um … obviously… I mean, she is in love, and that’s what … what gets her into … into that place …’ ‘Roissy, you mean—or the dungeon?’ ‘Um … um … all of it, I suppose… And … and then she is sort of ‘given’ to the older man, and somehow, despite the horrible way he behaves, what he does to her—she decides she’s in love with him—and lets him do much worse. And then, at the end, it seems as if she might die if he doesn’t want her.’ [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 22 minutes; 4500 words

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Story of Sophia, Pt 3

Sophia finds that is not going to be able to free herself, even as Duncan appears to be trying to warn her off.

Even though she had not felt it at the time, it was clear to her later, that that had been the moment, when she had known herself in the presence of a being in comparison to whom she was just a toy; for whom she had the great honour of being interesting as a toy, and that every sacrifice was worth it to retain that interest. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 15 minutes; 3200 words

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Story of Sophia, Pt 4

Sophia experiences pain and shame, and finds that, as terrible as it is, she has gained something precious.

Slowly, very slowly, it dawned on her that she needed to know; needed to know what being hurt and shamed at Duncan’s kind and gentle hands might be like. She had to know. Letting him do as he wished with her, playing her part as best she could, with as much seriousness and control as she could find in her, was necessary, too, if she was to discover what she could about this experience. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 19 minutes; 3900 words

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Story of Sophia, Pt 5

Sophia is first left, abandoned, in the aftermath of her rape, then brought to a terrible, destructive orgasm.

Just so, little one; you want it. I know that you do. It is well that you wait to be commanded; as I told you, you are more ripe for this than you could possibly know. Move for me; it will hurt, but you will go slowly, carefully, looking for the heat that will get you there, even as you cause yourself pain. There is no hurry, none at all. I have you, pretty cunt, and the only thing that matters in the world is that you give me your pleasure, your little death. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 19 minutes; 4000 words

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Story of Sophia, Pt 6

In the aftermath of her orgasm, Sophia begins to understand, finds herself accepting, a new and harsh reality, and is softly appalled at her weak acceptance of his cruelty.

You should know, perhaps, that you are even more beautiful than before, with that knowledge in your eyes, in your body. Your vulnerability, your availability, your helpless acknowledgement, all add to your value. The others will see it too; I feel sure that they will want you— that you will be ours. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 12 minutes; 2500 words

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Story of Sophia, Pt 7

Duncan is relentless. Sophia has two more holes to be taken.

Perhaps it was his smile which had fanned the flames, so that, suddenly feeling as if she were indeed on fire, in a frenzy of desire to give him everything, anything he wanted, the only thing she could give him, in order to deserve that feeling, of being perfectly, immaculately managed, owned, ordained. To feel almost impossibly special. To be released from everything. Freed, by giving herself away. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 20 minutes; 4100 words

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Story of Sophia, Pt 8

Sophia waits to hear from him; days lost in orbit around the horrifying idea of herself as nothing more than 'cunt'.

Knowing she was cunt, telling herself she was cunt, unable to escape from the certainty that she was cunt, feeling like cunt— all that, but without there being anyone who even cared if she was cunt, was to feel unutterably lost, confused, permanently dismayed. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 20 minutes; 4200 words

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Story of Sophia, Pt 9

Sophia discovers the answer to a question.

Something else presented itself to her on the way home that day, sitting in the train, lost in her mind, eyes half closed, strangely happy in the sadness of defeat, almost luxuriating in it. The nagging, impossible question which he had posed her that evening had been answered— in part at least. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 19 minutes; 4000 words

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Story of Sophia, Pt 10

Sophia prepares herself as if she were a bride.

The idea of night and day had gone; there was just time; episodes of time, during which she would either distract herself or think about being a sex slave, owned by cruel strangers. Would she? Could she? Why was she going along with all this? In the end, the reality was that she kept on getting herself ready, and did nothing about avoiding the bizarre fate which Duncan had so casually proposed for her. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 20 minutes; 4200 words

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