The Story of Odile Pt11.

At home, everything she had imagined about herself and her life rendered meaningless in a few hours, the implications of what she has chosen will not let her sleep.

Posted on July 27, 2023

Alone, during the quiet and empty hours of the night, Odile faces up to what it will mean for her to be with Andrew. It tears her apart. And she lets it. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 13 minutes; 2700 words

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The Story of Odile Pt12.

Claude punishes her, to devastating effect…

Posted on July 28, 2023

Last updated: April 13th, 2024 - text refinements, extra paragraphs.

Delivered home, Claude imposes a shocking punishment onto a compliant Odile; alternately smacking, then toying with her sex, increasing the intensity of both. She has to orgasm to end it. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 34 minutes; 7100 words

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The Story of Odile Pt13.

Odile does something terrible to herself. Something glorious, something that will change her forever.

Posted on August 6, 2023

Last updated: August 7th, 2024 - upgraded and added pictures.

Unable to sleep, Odile makes herself think about where Andrew is taking her, faces up to the idea of being destroyed, of losing herself in Him, for no greater purpose than His passing entertainment. Unable to process, she seeks distraction through debasement. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 22 minutes; 4500 words

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The Story of Odile Pt14.

She is confronted with the enormity of what she has offered herself into, and wonders if she can be what Andrew requires of her..

Posted on April 7, 2024

Like a small miracle, she was rewarded for this abject surrender to her depair with a realisation. It wasn't Andrew who had made her into this shameful thing, this weak, dirty whore; she had been like this all along, underneath; it was not possible that Andrew should have degraded her in such a short time if she was not already what He had seen in her. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 16 minutes; 3300 words

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The Story of Odile Pt15.

Odile has to accept that her flatmate, Lauren, will know something about what Odile has become. Odile can't bear it, but cannot let herself fail in her commitments to Andrew.

Posted on April 11, 2024

Odile wanted to run away; either that, or go to her knees and tell everything. But neither were possible, and so, her voice hesitant and husky, she tried to explain; 'It … its my … it's this … this man. He … He has … requirements.' [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 18 minutes; 3700 words

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The Story of Odile Pt16.

Nadia's assessment of Odile's preparation of herself is thorough, mechanical, and painful. Odile is horrified, but pathetic in her submission.

Posted on April 14, 2024

Odile let out an involuntary squeal, which rapidly turned into a soft, strangled wail— violently suppressed, as she desperately did not want Lauren to hear anything at all of this— as, without the slightest warning or explanation, some cool, hard, angular object was firmly pushed against the folds of her inner labia. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 8 minutes; 1700 words

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The Story of Odile Pt17.

Odile is introduced to a new level of 'pathetic'.

Posted on April 15, 2024

It was awful, awful, to find herself so frightened, so pathetically subservient to Nadia, to experience such stress over such small disapproval, to have been so completely and effortlessly subordinated; but there was nothing else in Odile's body but a desperate, humiliating desire to please. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 10 minutes; 2000 words

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The Story of Odile Pt18.

Odile understands that she must give up on herself, but finds it hard to sustain.

Posted on November 10, 2024

Last updated: November 16, 2024 - additions, refinements, lots of corrections - it was a mess!.

Nothing mattered but Him; in His presence— even His servant's presence— she was nothing; nothing but need, and vulnerability. She was on a knife edge; would always be on a knife edge, must always offer herself to that knife edge— between being discarded, and being abused. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 20 minutes; 4200 words

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The Story of Odile Pt19.

In the minivan, demeaned, Odile finds herself transported.

Posted on November 16, 2024

Last updated: November 19, 2024 - Added picture at the end.

She was nothing, and she would be tightly, claustrophobically controlled, and she would shamed in public, and violently raped, and made to experience intensity; sexual, despairing, agonising, humiliating, suffocating intensity. And one day, one day, perhaps, it would destroy her, as He had told her, but it would be worth it, for occasional moments like those. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 14 minutes; 2900 words

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The Story of Odile Pt20.

Odile is hit hard by the realisation that she will, must be stripped of her hard-won sense of womanhood. Hooded, she is strapped, naked, into a framework, suspended in mid air, and abandoned.

Posted on November 17, 2024

It was bitter, and hard, and twisting in her, but it seemed the time for even token resistance was past, as the certainty, the inevitability of this defeat, this tragedy built itself into her; as she worked to make herself understand that this was an inevitable part of her submission, and Odile was trembling with it. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 12 minutes; 2400 words

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