#Harshness:-3-🌶🌶🌶

I never meant to become a porn actress, but there’s no way out, now. Well there probably is, but it doesn’t seem likely that I could organise it. It’s not that I like the life - and having been typecast as ’the punky slut who gets more-or-less raped every time’ makes for a constant rollercoaster of emotions. But at the same time, TJ, arrogant manipulative bastard though he is, knows how to look after the ’talent’, in his way, and somehow I can never see a way out, either… [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 45 minutes; 9600 words

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You can’t get the idea of becoming an Executive Assistant out of your mind, can you? You keep wondering what it might be like. To be— like that. Don’t you? [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 30 minutes; 6300 words

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That’s enough, girly. Stop. Don’t make this something it isn’t. Yes—crazy shit has been done to you; yes, it’s been cruel, degrading and abusive; yes, it’s far, far beyond acceptable. But think; everything that has happened has happened because you went along with it. Wild though it got, you knew what you were letting yourself in for. He told you in advance. Nothing more will happen to you if you don’t want it to. Think about it—did you ever say ‘stop’? Say ‘No—I don’t want this’? [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 32 minutes; 6800 words

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And now, she finds she does want to cry. Because acceptance doesn’t solve anything—just makes it easier to manage. Acceptance of one thing is not going to mean that it’s over. In fact, it’s obvious that acceptance will just encourage more demands. Acceptance is not going to free her—but deliver her even more fully. And the knowledge—certain in her now—that she is going to accept those demands—encouraging more—and more extreme demands—which she is also going to accept, if she can—that knowledge is, certainly, a cause for tears—because they will eat her up—in the end, there will be nothing left of her but acceptance. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 33 minutes; 7100 words

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… fearful it is to fall into the hands of a living God. Hebrews 10:31 [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 11 minutes; 2200 words

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Lovely young women, driven by needs they don’t understand, in thrall to heartless predators. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 10 minutes; 2100 words

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Lovely young women, driven by needs they don’t understand, ever more deeply enmeshed. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 4 minutes; 800 words

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EVERY NOW AND THEN: do they give her time to think on purpose? HER NEW HOME: going back to her old life already seems impossible. TO BE FUCKED LIKE THIS: in the midst of all the abuses, the occasional fucking takes her somewhere beyond; and it’s addictive. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 15 minutes; 3200 words

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You could say that all these girls asked for what they got. But did they have the slightest inkling of just how dark the darkness can get? [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 7 minutes; 1400 words

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Snapshots of a descent, perhaps? Lovely young women, driven by needs they don’t understand, giving themselves over to what they know is abuse, but can’t seem to resist. [Read More]

Estimated reading time: 6 minutes; 1300 words

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